Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Songs..
Theres this line in a movie.."The Secret" by jay chow...
where the actor says :" 要多听音乐,才不会胡思乱想 "
for some of u who doesnt know what it says...
" should listen to music more often, so that you won't simply wonder in thoughts"
or it should be something like that.. hahaha
not really agreeing on the whole meaning of the sentence..
but i really realised.. that sometimes..
when u are emotionally down.. up.. left or right..
or when u want to clear ur mind off abit...
its good to listen to songs...
depending on your mood.. and how u want to change it..
thats how u should choose ur songs..
sometimes shoothing.. sometimes emotional.. sometimes cheerful and light...
sometimes romantic.. sometimes sad.. sometimes just want to get numb in loud noisy music..
it depends..
lolz.. for me. i prefer chinese songs to english...
well.. reasons because of this..
most chinese songs have meaning to it...
compared to current english songs.. not all.. but alot.. with not much meaning.. or i just simply cant catch the songs... lolz
however.. i do like songs which are older abit... say.. singers or groups like boyzone, celine dion, christina aguliera...
and some songs which i dun know precisely who sang them... like standbyme, doing that thing you do, pretty boy, when u say nothing at all, can you feel the love tonight, i miss you like crazy....
u get the picture..
songs which means more when i listen to them compared to current days songs.. lolz..
which i cant really get most of the songs.. cant get what they are singing.. hahaha.. >.<
bad thing.. but i know of a few songs still okay to my ears.. haha. sounds abit insulting..
well.. anyway.. most chinese songs have meaning to it.. thats why somehow i prefer them over english..
and songs.. really help alot.. when im just not in the mood
just simply click on some songs randomly... and sing to it..
after awhile.. i feel much better somehow...
maybe thats how the music heals your soul.. - 'let the music heal your soul'
i can really rely on them at times...
and i love singing.. although i might not have a very good voice.. nor a talent in singing..
getting all my keys wrong.. but i still like to sing alot..
it gives u the feel... especially when u sing it.. and feel it with ur heart..
haha.. sounds like im talking crap...
u'll understand if u know that feeling..
>.<
well.. listening to more songs arent that bad.. =p
Posted on 1:04 AM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sandwich~
Sandwich..something easy to make...
very easy..
what comes thru ur mind?
picnic, party, breakfast, food... etc etc...
it hit me so suddenly..
" i want to make sandwich. A good sandwich. "
and then.. got my dad to drive me to pyramid to get some ingredients..
because i decided that i didnt want to just make any simple sandwich...
my normal sandwich - bread+fried egg.
this time... its - bread, luncheon meat, egg, cabbage, tomatoes...
i thought of more stuff actually.. like onion.. ham... sausages...
but then.. as i was shopping alone.. i was picturing the sandwich in my mind..
like that.. like that.. then i think think... eh.. cannot buy to much.. later cannot fit into my mouth..
LoLz.. so then next morning.. i woke up slightly early to make my sandwich..
first time cooking luncheon meat.. fried it awhile... then put it aside...
then wanted to try to wrap the luncheon meat with egg....
first egg.. try try... tak jadi.. only manage to stick to one side of it... so i fried another.. and wrap the other side of it.. and tada... *a round of applause* clap clap clap...
got my vege washed with salt abit.. mum say to kill anything that shouldnt be there..
lolz.. and cut up tomatoes....
and the out come :-
thats
bread
vege, tomatoes
bread
vege, tomatoes
luncheon meat wrapped with egg
bread.
it hurts my jaw while holding it there for the picture.... i had to squeeze the sandwich to fit my mouth... hahaha... pain okay....
but it tasted really nice.. owh.. forgotten bout the thousand island..
and i realised that a sandwich or burger with vege and tomatoes.. taste nice...
cuz got the feeling when u bite down.. and chew... not just meat or egg..
but got crispy feeling of the vege..
the soft and tender tomato...
which makes it so so nice to chew...
ahhhh.... droolz...
and the moral of the story is...
put in vege next time.. =p
i enjoyed it.
Posted on 10:45 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Oouff...
gosh..i have that feeling again..
feel like puking feeling
lolz..
its not as bad as the last one...
but as im progressing thru my dinner.. i actually found out i cant go on...
and if i do.. somethings gonna happen..
i have the.. something stuck at the chest thingy again..
its not as bad as last time (i think i wrote this somewhere)
but still makes me feel like vomitting..
i seriously start to think thats its becuz of my over excessive work out in sports..
and drink lots of water while im at it...
becuz i usually dont drink much water when i play any game..
i drink 1 or 2 gulps...
but recently.. i kept reminding myself to bring one big bottle of water as a boost for myself..
but it seems like its causing me side effect..
mum says probably cause i haven warm down.. and just drink in big gulps...
which i do.. lolz.. and she said that probably got air in stomach.. (you know la..)
and besides that.. im having a headache too.. hmmmm...
maybe it links together...
mum says: " you think you still young meh?"
THUD... come to think of it.. im hitting 20 soon... next year...
body refusing to work? hahah..
anyway.. im still fine for now...
just with a slight headache.. and slight something stuck at the chest feeling..
hope nothing gets worse.. lolz...
owh.. i didnt finish my dinner...
Posted on 10:36 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
When...
Have it..occured to you before?
When the person you care alot..
turns cold to you?
When you try your very best to keep him/her happy..
he/she doesn't even bother?
When you try to cheer him/her up..
he/she is still in a bad mood?
When you know its your fault, and try to make up to it..
he/she doesn't seem to want to accept it..
When he/she is in a bad mood.. u ask why?
he/she says 'nothing'.. but still in a bad mood..
You know he/she is mad at you..
but u can't seem to do anything to change it..
Even when u beg,cry and pry for forgiveness..
you are not forgiven..
When he/she treats you so cold...
you will feel the big stone hitting on your chest hard..
When you know no matter what you do..
its not gonna change easily..
When you already know that being your very best..
won't change his/her sadness and anger...
When you think you've done almost everything to try..
you can only wait until his/her emotion subsides..
When you've put him/her at the top of the world..
you are only apart of his/her world..
When everything seemed to be going on fine..
something goes very wrong..
When the smallest obstacle/misunderstanding..
turns into the biggest cold war/ heated arguement...
When a very fine day..
starts badly..
When u know u have the chance..
but you cant obtain your aim..
When you finally get what you want..
you had to lose it..
When things that are meant to be yours..
tend to go away...
of the above.. only some occurs to me...
while the others, are merely random thoughts that comes to my mind..
it does not reflect on anyones life..
and if it does have any resemblance, its purely coincidence..
Posted on 9:41 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Let's see..
Well..classes started.. and obviously.. as you all can see.. my post are getting lesser and not oftenly updated.. lolz..
and so.. few days back.. i think it was a thursday.. yep it was..
i vomitted..
its been a very very long time indeed.. since i last vomitted.. i am so sure that in the past 5 to 7 years i didnt vomit.. probably even 10years...
it was that day.. my class starts in the afternoon at 3..
so i had half boiled eggs for breakfast.. nothing else.. and head of to play basketball nearby..
played and played.. till i was quite tired... so i came home..
i reached home.. and drank 1.5L 100plus...
drank and drank... while sitting at the comp..
started to feel headache.. i thought it was like normal.. when u over work urself.. u tend to get abit headache...
so i went to lie down awhile..
it was so unconfortable..
i lie down.. sit up... lie side ways... all didnt work.. something was wrong..
my stomach was like there was something there.. a presure or a something holding it there.. up to my chest.. it was soo damn unconfortable..
so i end up walking around in my hse.. which makes it feel better...
but my headache was still a pain in the head.. quite a bad headache
so i thought im getting sick.. maybe fever..
i took panadol and went to bed...
now theres another problem..
when i on my fan.. its too cold for me.. and when its not on.. i sweat like no ones business...
confirm.. sick adi... so i kept it off... and lie on the bed...
then for a few times.. i felt the urge of vomitting.. but i kept holding back..
walked to the toilet bowl a few times.. but nothing..
so i went back to lie down.. still unconfortable.. gosh..
and then.. ive had it.. i went to the toilet bowl and kept trying to puke..
and it came..
water.. liquid.. kept gushing out from my mouth for about like 10secs... in seperate volumes..
kept gushing and gushing.. those were the whole bottle of 100plus i drank.. + alot of water when i was playing ball...
at the last gush of liquid that came out... yellow substance was spotted.. -egg yolk..
and after that.. i felt much much better.. i collapse to my bed with my aching and throbbing head..
still uncomfortable.. have to keep changing my body positions.. (okay.. this line sounds wrong)
it took so long for me to even sleep for awhile.. damn it was hard..
but i felt much better after vomitting.. class at 3pm.. i woke up around 2.30 cooked myself an instant mee.. not much appetite after all those happenings..
and got some rest.. 2.55 still deciding whether or not to go class.. the lecturer i least liked..
3.10.. i got up... *what the hell la.. just go listen.. sleep also nvm.. copy some stuff back..* rushed to class.. got in late.. but there were 2 or 3 more others who were later than me..
tired me.. this lecturer teaches for the first 1 and a half hour.. then break.. then do questions for the remaining 1 hour plus..
so i join my friends for break.. and never join back the class for the day.. went home..
still having headache.. i grabbed a plastic bag.. filled it with ice cubes... got a cloth.. and went and lie down at the couch.. placing the cloth on my forehead.. i balanced the pack of ice on my forehead.. and slept.. haha..
when i woke up..
tadaa... headache over...
well this is obviously a boring post.. as i dont really have much mood to write..lolz..
but its a something that have not happen to me for a long time..
my classmates even told me.. " havent see u sick b4" lol
-x-
Posted on 10:54 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Frisbee~~
Frisbee~i knew about this thing all along.. some plastic-container-lid-look-a-like thingy that can fly like an U.F.O...
heres a pic of it
i used to know it as an flying object that curves around when u throw it... and so on so on..
u hold it with ur fingers and curve it into ur arm... placing it flat and making a spin to the disc.. and it flies... hahaha...
but then.. i was then introduced to frisbee again last year.. my classmates whom were ex-CHS students.. who have knowledge and experience at the game..
they thought me and my other friends some things we didnt know...
and the urge to learn was greater when i get frustrated...
frustrated over- why they can throw so nicely.. looks perfect.. nice..
and why my throws are so sucky... it hits the floor the next second it was released...
the urge was there.. and i started to pick up on it...
training my throws.. to be better...
Soon enough.. i was playing a small game with them..
a frisbee game.. i never knew it exist... i use to think that its a game where u simply throw at the beach to see it fly, the end.
but.. it seems that there is a game to it.. scores.. outs.. and fouls.. applies too..
and i then infested my gang with this game..
not long later.. we are able to play short games... having fun at the same time..
been some while since i played a game.. look forward to it... hopefully theres one soon...
and my classmates are creating a club on it... in sunway college..
yup.. u can play frisbee in sunway college =)
heres some pics we took for the recruitment drive later...
credits to darren for the pics..
Posted on 11:06 PM
Monday, January 7, 2008
Class -.-
Onthe first day of christmas which is gone adi...
then comes the new year..
then comes disaster...
Oooh.. my gooood...
Class started.
In a way.. good to meet and see my (joker)classmates once again...
brings back a little bit of life in me.. weeeeeeeeeeeee
but.. the evil lecturers tries to stop it....
they used their super weapon..
chanted their mantras...
whispered spells...
and shout out curses...
the powers were sooooo strong..
the next thing you know.. im already face banging the table with saliva dripping by one end of my lips...
ALL they do was talk and talk and talk and talk which seemed like forever.. becuz the seconds needle on the clock seemed like it was holding back 1.5sec before letting 1sec past...
gosh... and they talk and talk.. 2 lecturers.. each 3 hours... not much thinking.. just copy.. listen.. look at lecturer with understanding stare.. and drool... oops >.< sucks the drool back where it originated from..
Well.. its not all bad.. at least get to see some newbies to the college.. wakaka.. u'll notice them on first glance.. walking around.. looking here and there a lil.. holding some stacks of documents to be processed for enrolment... some stoning at a corner.. looking blankly into the crowds...
All the above are symptoms of being new to college.. =p
i feel bad after this paragraph...
And so.. that ends 07 january 1008
dang.. lost in time.. LOL..
Posted on 10:46 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
New year has arrived.
Theold year had gone and the new year has come..
and here i am.. with something new this year.. a blog to drop down memories..
looking back at all my old memories.. it slowly wipes itself and fades away..
i knew i went here here here.. but i dont really remember it now..
just always looking to move forward...
So.. a new year... must come with a new years resolution.. and mine...
is still blank.. XD
Have had a bbq near my hse park.. (close to pyramid) and went to pyramid after that for the countdown..
the chun thing is.. i actually had prepared two meals for my friends in the last 7 days..
yup.. chef in making... way far from the goal... lolz
so so.. bbq.. met a lot of people up... some i seldom see... some i first met.. and some always with me..
it was quite a last minute plan.. when we were actually yumcha-ing the night before.. and decided that on the next day(new years eve) we would have bbq... and start planning on the spot.. good to have yitwei and kokken to handle the contacts while i handle the food..
FOOD.. was awesome.. aiya.. who prepare 1? =p
must say thanks to jeffrey.. for bringing some lamb chops for us.. which was delicious... and must thank yongmei for suggesting meat cubes (which is easy to cook and nice to eat)..
anyway.. everything wont be done without helpful friends..
=) and of course.. without them.. there wont be any celebration at all..
so after the meal.. cleaned up.. and walked to pyramid.. nearby.. good thing..
tried walking in through the hotels.. all stopped by hotel attendent.. for only hotel guest to go in..
so finally went in.. and a few of them went to get sprays.. while we wait.. and some got themselves some coffee from starbucks..
so as we made our way along the street infront of pyramid.. we shot and were shot... some of us became walking decorations.. some became snowman... like.. so random.. they can actually just shoot at someone they tak kenal langsung...
kokken was the daring 1.. we were walking half way.. and i saw him just look at someone.. hold up his spray.. and let his magic finger do the thing.. aimed right at the guys face.. and within less than a sec.. people around him were actually the gang of the guy whom he shot.. so.. kena back la him.. kena 'snowed' by them.. our gang however reacted seriously slowly.. hahaha..
walked and walked.. till we were like facing the hotels.. and our sprays were gone..
sounds of fireworks brusting to the sky... with flying colours.. oops..
haha.. so.. the hotel blocked abit.. anyway.. i didnt notice till yiwen told me there were no countdown.. no one counted.. like.. suddenly only then fireworks went off.. puff.. and cracking sounds of fireworks when it spreads out to the sky...
then walked.. it rained.. sheltered in pyramid again.. got ourselves a cleenup.. some departed home.. and the rest of us head to xinees empty house.. and lepaked till we all left..
thats how i spent my last few moments of 2007.. my first time going out with friends to countdown if im not wrong.. =)
hello 2008!
Posted on 10:41 PM
